Letting go of something, especially if it is something dear to your heart. Even mentioning this touchy topic requires a bit of thinking and in my case perhaps a bit of praying. In fact before I proceed with this (This is a step in my own letting go process) I am going to take a walk and take some time to think.
14 minutes later
Ok. Time to continue this. Letting go. This is something I am working on. I am trying to let go of two people who were both big parts of my life. They were the ones who understood me, and supported me in every decision I made. Of course, that's not the way it is anymore. That's why I have to let go. This process is painful, and sometimes suicide seems a more pleasurable solution.
I however will persevere. Though depression and suicide try to make me stray from my goal, I will not let them.
Yes this is a ramble. Most likely because, I haven't reached the point were I can not ramble. Perhaps a bit more later, when I can think coherently.